So, no matter how long you're clean, you have a tendency to want a fix every now and then.  With me, it's mostly when I wake up, or when I'm trying to go to bed.  I've found that some herbal sleep remedies help greatly, as well as diphenhydramine, or DXM in small doses.  Long after the physical withdrawals end, you have to deal with "wanting to be high"...and I'm starting to think that's something that will never end.   I use xanax still sometimes if I need put a stop to any cravings and pass...
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So, I decided to open a blog to address the addiction page on this site.  I've struggled with an opiate addiction for many years, and have been free of my dependence for about 5 months.  Mainly OCs, but many other things as well...

Feel free to contact me at the email address on the addiction page.  I'll update soon. 
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